New Year's eve...

Feeling incredibly sad, like I'm losing a race, watching a boat sail away, feeling not unlike I felt as a child when my dog was taken to the vets to be put to sleep.

The impossibility of judging; is increased emotion a good sign? For sure, emotional absence (lack of affect) was not good..

There is a doctor's appointment on Friday. What do we do, what do we say? We keep replaying the choices; go the medication route (get sectioned, face yo